there are some things that aren’t reaLLy meant for you.. just Like some peopLe who just pass you by.. or shouLd i say, pass your Life by.. it’s Like, today, they say heLLo to you,, then, the next day, you hang out together. sharing thoughts, and some mem’rabLe moments each of you had.. and tommorrow comes.. here he is.. saying goodbye to you.. feeLing gratitude for the Li’L times you’ve shared together.. you’re just surprised, of course.. ‘coz you’re expecting or just simpLy thinkin’ that on the coming days, you’LL be doin’ this with him, eating that with him, going there with him, riding here with him.. and that is the sad part.. you just end up thinking.. just thinking.. pLanning.. but reaLity bites, you have nothing to do, but to accept the truth.. his decision.. no matter what.. the point is; at Least, he somehow, touched your Life, or vice versa.. there’s no permanent in this pLanet nga e ‘diba.. you have to feeL great for him in anyways.. who knows, the reason must be a career move, a famiLy matter, an emotionaL or physicaL heaLing.. it’s just that you have to understand different circumstances.. why am i saying this?? oh by the way,, i’m not referring specificaLLy into a guy.. it’s a generaL subject.. i just wanna express it out.. i was hurt.. a Li’L bit..
i met a new friend.. yeah.. i consider her a friend, aLready.. she’s so nice to me, though she’s a bit oLder than me,, ( not that oLd.. just about 15 yrs oLder ) and has a high status and officiaL position.. we used to share some thoughts every day.. i treat her as my eLdest sister n nga.. she reaLLy touches my life in some ways.. i’d Learn some Lessons from her.. Lessons in Life.. she makes me realize what i might lost if i’m goin’ to this and that, or where wouLd i be if i’m gonna be Like this and that.. i never skip to greet her every morning.. it’s Like greeting my bioLogicaL sister whom i miss soooooo much, for she’s not with me for aLmost a month..
she owns a cLassic restau in town, that’s why she kept on giving me and some of my other friends foods.. ( har!har! )
‘tiLL one morning, i came Late, and when i caLled her, she toLd me it was her last day in the company.. ( by the way, we’re workin’ in one company ), what’s the reason?? it’s a career move, and a bit personaL..
yeah,, i’m sad ‘coz we won’t have the reguLar chat we used to do, but i feel great and nothing to be sorry about.. for i know,, i done one of my personaL thoughts in Life; “ spend every minute mem’rabLe “ . i did it with her.. anyways, i’m doin’ it with everybody, esp. with my friends.. true friends.. and of course, with my famiLy, aLso..
i just miss her.. 
